I brainwashed people for a living before my family signed me away...the only difference is that I didn't get off on it like she did.
[There. She'd admitted it, finally. She didn't know how she felt about that, or how she was supposed to feel.]
I did it for my family; I was working for their organization. They didn't put me in the institute to help me. They put me there because I broke down after my husband died. I was a liability to them. And even after I got out, even after I stopped doing that, I just did one newly awful thing after another.
[She bit her lower lip hard enough to draw blood.]
I'm a terrible person and I try so hard to keep anyone from figuring it out. I try to keep it out of my thoughts...
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Re: Spam.
Date: 2010-01-16 01:48 am (UTC)[There. She'd admitted it, finally. She didn't know how she felt about that, or how she was supposed to feel.]
I did it for my family; I was working for their organization. They didn't put me in the institute to help me. They put me there because I broke down after my husband died. I was a liability to them. And even after I got out, even after I stopped doing that, I just did one newly awful thing after another.
[She bit her lower lip hard enough to draw blood.]
I'm a terrible person and I try so hard to keep anyone from figuring it out. I try to keep it out of my thoughts...